Silverthunder, I'll play! You're so right!
I'm being a sissy. It's like trying to build muscles.
I was very scrawny as a kid. I still am... but whatever.
But there was a time when I had this job, and I had to be strong. OK why am I being so mysterious? I was in the military. Branch not important, I don't want to talk about it, I'm not a lifer.
Anyway, so I had this job. I had to run all the time, I had to lift very heavy objects all the time. I was a scrawny little kid, OMG I was crapping my pants all the time. I used to get super tired doing 20 sit-ups. They made us do 200 sit-ups! WTF!
But then I realized I wasn't made of glass. I lifted those heavy objects, and my body didn't break. I got stronger. I did those sit-ups, and my stomach didn't break. I ran those miles, and my lungs didn't catch on fire.
So maybe my mind won't explode if I keep playing longer. If I focus myself. If I dedicate myself. Stop being a sissy.
My mind's not going to break. I can do this!
Oh and Chinz, I did use to do the timer thing too!
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