time for a poker break after this session

[quadfive]

too tilted to convert.. sorry.

Full Tilt Poker Game #7823948158: Table Wolf Dancer - $0.25/$0.50 - No Limit Hold'em - 15:06:25 ET - 2008/08/27
Seat 1: quadfive ($50)
Seat 2: alex583 ($53)
Seat 3: slampage ($103.70)
Seat 4: RenoRosco ($55.35)
Seat 5: 10_Halli ($50)
Seat 6: kimick ($16)
Seat 7: Zeeanu ($20.20)
Seat 8: Jan Ullrich ($55.10)
Seat 9: gao1961 ($10)
Jan Ullrich posts the small blind of $0.25
gao1961 has 5 seconds left to act
gao1961 is sitting out
quadfive posts the big blind of $0.50
The button is in seat #7
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to quadfive [Kd Kh]
alex583 folds
gao1961 has returned
slampage raises to $2
RenoRosco folds
10_Halli folds
kimick folds
gao1961 has been disconnected
Zeeanu calls $2
Jan Ullrich folds
quadfive has 15 seconds left to act
quadfive raises to $9
slampage calls $7
Zeeanu has 15 seconds left to act
Zeeanu folds
*** FLOP *** [7c Jh 7s]
quadfive has 15 seconds left to act
quadfive bets $11
slampage raises to $94.70, and is all in
quadfive calls $30, and is all in
slampage shows [Js Ad]
quadfive shows [Kd Kh]
Uncalled bet of $53.70 returned to slampage
*** TURN *** [7c Jh 7s] [Jc]
*** RIVER *** [7c Jh 7s Jc] [6d]
slampage shows a full house, Jacks full of Sevens
quadfive shows two pair, Kings and Jacks
slampage wins the pot ($99.25) with a full house, Jacks full of Sevens
quadfive is sitting out
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $102.25 | Rake $3
Board: [7c Jh 7s Jc 6d]
Seat 1: quadfive (big blind) showed [Kd Kh] and lost with two pair, Kings and Jacks
Seat 2: alex583 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: slampage showed [Js Ad] and won ($99.25) with a full house, Jacks full of Sevens
Seat 4: RenoRosco didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: 10_Halli didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: kimick didn't bet (folded)
Seat 7: Zeeanu (button) folded before the Flop
Seat 8: Jan Ullrich (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 9: gao1961 is sitting out


Full Tilt Poker Game #7826763934: Table Swale (6 max) - $0.25/$0.50 - No Limit Hold'em - 18:55:00 ET - 2008/08/27
Seat 1: nkolodziej ($57.05)
Seat 2: Zouge ($48.85)
Seat 3: quadfive ($97.80)
Seat 4: jbuck2008 ($37)
Seat 5: Clownfish666 ($88.65)
Seat 6: W1gan ($52.75)
Clownfish666 posts the small blind of $0.25
W1gan posts the big blind of $0.50
The button is in seat #4
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to quadfive [Kh Kd]
nkolodziej folds
Zouge raises to $1.75
quadfive raises to $6
jbuck2008 calls $6
Clownfish666 folds
W1gan folds
Zouge calls $4.25
*** FLOP *** [4s 2c 9s]
Zouge checks
quadfive has 15 seconds left to act
quadfive bets $12
jbuck2008 calls $12
Zouge raises to $42.85, and is all in
quadfive has 15 seconds left to act
quadfive has requested TIME
quadfive raises to $91.80, and is all in
jbuck2008 calls $19, and is all in
quadfive shows [Kh Kd]
jbuck2008 shows [Qc Qs]
Zouge shows [3h 5h]
Uncalled bet of $48.95 returned to quadfive
*** TURN *** [4s 2c 9s] [2d]
*** RIVER *** [4s 2c 9s 2d] [Ah]
quadfive shows two pair, Kings and Twos
Zouge shows a straight, Five high
Zouge wins the side pot ($23.70) with a straight, Five high
jbuck2008 shows two pair, Queens and Twos
Zouge wins the main pot ($108.75) with a straight, Five high
quadfive adds $1.05
jbuck2008 is sitting out
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $135.45 Main pot $111.75. Side pot $23.70. | Rake $3
Board: [4s 2c 9s 2d Ah]
Seat 1: nkolodziej didn't bet (folded)
Seat 2: Zouge showed [3h 5h] and won ($132.45) with a straight, Five high
Seat 3: quadfive showed [Kh Kd] and lost with two pair, Kings and Twos
Seat 4: jbuck2008 (button) showed [Qc Qs] and lost with two pair, Queens and Twos
Seat 5: Clownfish666 (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 6: W1gan (big blind) folded before the Flop


if i was clear headed i fold this...

Full Tilt Poker Game #7823956143: Table Las Flores - $0.25/$0.50 - No Limit Hold'em - 15:07:09 ET - 2008/08/27
Seat 1: Nicodemus123 ($46.20)
Seat 2: clsets14 ($60.50)
Seat 3: golfnpokerstud ($19.50)
Seat 4: CMack42 ($75.85)
Seat 5: Pokerralle03 ($63.35)
Seat 6: Jillaj ($56.10)
Seat 7: quadfive ($50)
Seat 8: Squeak5 ($108.60)
Seat 9: xXco1nflippoXx ($9.25)
clsets14 posts the small blind of $0.25
golfnpokerstud posts the big blind of $0.50
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to quadfive [Ac Ah]
CMack42 has 15 seconds left to act
CMack42 folds
Pokerralle03 folds
Jillaj folds
quadfive has 15 seconds left to act
quadfive raises to $1.75
Squeak5 has 15 seconds left to act
Squeak5 folds
xXco1nflippoXx folds
Nicodemus123 calls $1.75
clsets14 folds
golfnpokerstud folds
*** FLOP *** [9d 6s Jd]
quadfive has 15 seconds left to act
quadfive bets $3.50
Nicodemus123 calls $3.50
*** TURN *** [9d 6s Jd] [8c]
quadfive has 15 seconds left to act
quadfive bets $9
Nicodemus123 raises to $22
quadfive raises to $44.75, and is all in
Nicodemus123 calls $18.95, and is all in
quadfive shows [Ac Ah]
Nicodemus123 shows [9s Js]
Uncalled bet of $3.80 returned to quadfive
*** RIVER *** [9d 6s Jd 8c] [5d]
quadfive shows a pair of Aces
Nicodemus123 shows two pair, Jacks and Nines
Nicodemus123 wins the pot ($90.15) with two pair, Jacks and Nines
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $93.15 | Rake $3
Board: [9d 6s Jd 8c 5d]
Seat 1: Nicodemus123 (button) showed [9s Js] and won ($90.15) with two pair, Jacks and Nines
Seat 2: clsets14 (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 3: golfnpokerstud (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 4: CMack42 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: Pokerralle03 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: Jillaj didn't bet (folded)
Seat 7: quadfive showed [Ac Ah] and lost with a pair of Aces
Seat 8: Squeak5 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 9: xXco1nflippoXx didn't bet (folded)


Full Tilt Poker Game #7826929579: Table Carter - $0.25/$0.50 - No Limit Hold'em - 19:08:24 ET - 2008/08/27
Seat 3: Vladnice ($39)
Seat 4: M A G N S O E ($58.45), is sitting out
Seat 5: Killerthommy ($42.75)
Seat 6: phrix ($45)
Seat 7: quadfive ($50)
Seat 9: rkiml23 ($13.20)
Vladnice posts the small blind of $0.25
Killerthommy posts the big blind of $0.50
The button is in seat #7
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to quadfive [Qs As]
phrix folds
quadfive raises to $1.75
Vladnice folds
Killerthommy raises to $5.50
phrix stands up
quadfive has 15 seconds left to act
M A G N S O E stands up
quadfive raises to $16.75
Killerthommy calls $11.25
*** FLOP *** [6c Qc Kh]
Killerthommy checks
quadfive bets $28
Killerthommy calls $26, and is all in
quadfive shows [Qs As]
Killerthommy shows [Td Ts]
Uncalled bet of $2 returned to quadfive
*** TURN *** [6c Qc Kh] [9c]
*** RIVER *** [6c Qc Kh 9c] [Tc]
quadfive shows a pair of Queens
Killerthommy shows three of a kind, Tens
Killerthommy wins the pot ($83.75) with three of a kind, Tens
quadfive adds $42.75
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $85.75 | Rake $2
Board: [6c Qc Kh 9c Tc]
Seat 3: Vladnice (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 4: M A G N S O E is sitting out
Seat 5: Killerthommy (big blind) showed [Td Ts] and won ($83.75) with three of a kind, Tens
Seat 6: phrix didn't bet (folded)
Seat 7: quadfive (button) showed [Qs As] and lost with a pair of Queens
Seat 9: rkiml23 is sitting out

[adam258]

So sry bro. You are a good player. Happens to us all. Take a break, clear your head, and come back fighting.

[quadfive]

nah, just moved back to school after grinding the summer and that session hurt my summer profits so much that all those hours grinding and learning seem pretty pointless..

[mxrider]

Unfortunately, I can relate to this all too well right now. I feel your pain. Nothing wrong with the way you played these hands, and that is the most important fact.

[adam258]

Originally Posted by quadfive

nah, just moved back to school after grinding the summer and that session hurt my summer profits so much that all those hours grinding and learning seem pretty pointless..

I've been there man. What am I saying? I AM there, right now. I have no bankroll on any site. But I don't know how you can get down on yourself. I'm not half the player you are. I can't beat 5nl 10nl 25nl 50nl HU ..... Hell I can't even win a damn freeroll. But you have been winning at 25nl and 50nl from the posts I've seen. I mean I'm down on myself too. But if I had your talent, I don't think I'd be quite as hard on myself as you seem to be on yourself. Best of luck man. Take some time off to clear your head. Whether that be a day, few days, week, couple weeks, hell even a month. You'll rekindle that competitive drive and be ready to bust some donks.

[quadfive]

thanks... your support is a big help. i did cash out yesterday and i will try take a good length of time off but i'll still be on the forums and i am sure i'll reload and grind again, being the degenerate i am..

[quadfive]

here is the downswing at the end of the graph.. i think i have developed a few weaknesses because the last 5k hands have been super swingy....

3bb/100... nothin worth bragging. but i do realize its better than in the red.

the very end of the graph saw me lose two more pots in 50 hands, which were posted above in this thread. so that slight upswing is gone ...

[ThatDeviant]

Those are standard swings for a winning player. Your graph is actually good - don't lose faith.

[crypto007]

After looking at what happen to you, all I can say is that I am angry and in shock. I only can imagine how you must be feeling.

Like is was mentioned before take a break for as long as you need and you will be back soon, running over the tables.